:: The Man of Tomorrow ::

Damsel.in.distress : Yo! What’s been up, there?
Yo-heave-ho : Ahoy! Wah, kemana aja lo ga pernah OL?
Damsel.in.distress : Hehe, klise. Sibuk.

*20 minutes later* –> ga penting + sensor!

Damsel.in.distress : so, what’d you gonna do now?
Yo-heave-ho : *sigh* dunno. I think I just gonna let her go.
Damsel.in.distress : you WHAT?
Yo-heave-ho : c’mon. you heard me. I’m gonna give up on her.
Damsel.in.distress : WHAT?? After all this time?

everything I know has let me down
so I will just let go
let you turn me inside out
cause I know I’m not sure about anything
but you wouldn’t have it any other way .. [Lifehouse – Spin]

Yo-heave-ho : He-eh. Kenapa emangnya?
Damsel.in.distress : But you’ve already gone this far.. Why all of the sudden?
Yo-heave-ho : Justru ituh. Karena gwe udah sampe sini, gwe tau klo this is the end of my journey. Or I thought I know.
Damsel.in.distress : Tapi kenapa? It’s so not like you.
Yo-heave-ho : Yep, I know. I just feel like it.

I’m finding my way back to sanity again
though I don’t really know what I’m gonna do when I get there .. [Lifehouse – Breathing]

Damsel.in.distress : Anyway, how do you give up? Is it done by deciding to give up and following through with it? Or is it by taking steps away from your true feelings?
Yo-heave-ho : Both, I think. Taking steps away from my feeling, coz I still in love with her right now, then I just give up on her and following thru it. Hope I will feel these kind of feeling to other woman.
Damsel.in.distress : But, why?

this time what I want is you
there is no one else, who can take your place

I’ve seen it all, and it’s never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you.

I try to make my way to you, but still I feel so lost
I don’t know what else I can do .. [Lifehouse - Take me away]

Yo-heave-ho : Karena gwe udah nyoba semua, El. I’ve tried everything to get closer to her, but it seems, I cant go farther than this.
Damsel.in.distress : Elo tau darimana? Bukannya lo bilang sendiri tadi, klo lo masih belom tau perasaan dia ke elo?
Yo-heave-ho : Iya, gwe ga tau emang.
Damsel.in.distress : Terus kenapa lo ga nanya, like you always do? Is it becoz of your pride?

never meant to waste your time
never meant to fall out of line
I always tried to get closer to you
now it seems with every step
feels like I’m losin’ my breath
I don’t know what else I can do .. [Lifehouse – wash]

Yo-heave-ho : Ya ngga lah. There’s no chance that I’ll let my pride stands in my way for something this worth. She’s too worth it.
Damsel.in.distress : Terus, apa dan kenapa?
Yo-heave-ho : Hmm.. ga tau, I just don’t feel like asking. Gwe mau dia yang bilang ke gwe. Bukan karena gwe gengsi. But, I just wanted to see if she was going to be with me becoz she wanted to, not becoz she had to.

could you let down your hair

be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if your human after all

honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like
we’ve got it all figured out

well let me be the first to say

that I don’t have a clue

I don’t have all the answers
ain’t gonna pretend like I do
just trying to find my way,

the best that I know how .. [Lifehouse – Trying]

Damsel.in.distress : Why would she had to be with you? You’re crazy. There’s no way she’s going to be with you if she’s don’t want to.
Yo-heave-ho : Well, mungkin aja. Pokoknya intinya, if I ask her, it feels like I’m pushing her, force her to answer, and she might be ended up answer me the way I want to hear.
Damsel.in.distress : Tapi kan lo tau dia terlalu gengsi untuk tiba2 confess her feeling to you.

silence is golden
but I think it’s gonna kill me now
everything I’ve seen
never seems to filll me now
no one told me that the world could fall through ..

[Lifehouse - am I ever gonna find out]

Yo-heave-ho : Iya, gwe juga tau itu. Ya klo emang kaya gitu, ya nasib.
Damsel.in.distress : Lo bener2 udah gila ya? Gwe ga nyangka klo lo jadi ginih. What’s with the crap God grant you courage to things you can change? This is SOMETHING you can change, and you know that.
Yo-heave-ho : Hahah. Lo apal that crap? Kata lo it’s full of crap.
Iya, gwe tau gwe bisa, cuma kali ini gwe ga mau. Bukannya alesan gwe udah gwe bilang diatas ya? Emang itu ga bisa diterima?
Damsel.in.distress : Ngga. Coz its so not you. Kemana perginya lo yang selalu straight-forward? Kemana lo yang selalu pengen tau sampe akhir, baru mengakhiri cerita?
Yo-heave-ho : Ada nih disini. Kenapah? Kangen ya?

I’m living for the only thing I know
I’m running and not quite sure where to go
and I don’t know what I’m diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you ..

[Lifehouse - Hanging by a moment]

Damsel.in.distress : Alesan lo diatas tuh bullshit tau ga? Itu sama aja lo bilang your pride stands in the way to ask her.
Yo-heave-ho : Ya terserah lo deh, El. Susah ngomong sama lo. Lagian kenapa lo yang pusing sih? Ada juga harusnya gwe yang patah hati gara2 gwe sendiri, hehe.
Damsel.in.distress : I just couldn’t understand you. Lo gila. Setelah semua yang lo bilang ke gwe dulu2, lo mau nunggu dia, you’ll never give up on her, sekarang tiba2 lo mundur.

patience can wait for now
I think I’ve waited for too long
you always gave a choice
and the right to be wrong
all my life has been slipping through your hands ..

[Lifehouse - am I ever gonna find out]

Yo-heave-ho : El, lo tau ga? Gwe mau aja nunggu dia, tapi apa dianya mau gwe tungguin? Lo mau sampe kapan emang gwe nungguin dia? Tungguin dia kawin, baru gwe boleh nyerah?

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
you better believe that I have tried to beat this

so when will this end it goes on and on
over and over and over again
keeps spinning around I know that it won’t stop
till I step down from this for good.. [Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel]

Damsel.in.distress : Iya, dulu lo bilang gitu, bukan?
Yo-heave-ho : Iya ya? Hehe.. Ya udah, anggap aja gwe salah.
Damsel.in.distress : Lo kenapa sih sebenernya?
Yo-heave-ho : Nope, I’m just hanging by a moment with her. And feels like its time to end it.

desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you

I’m falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I’ve held on to
I’m standing here until you make me move
I’m hanging by a moment here with you .. [Lifehouse - hanging by a moment]

Damsel.in.distress : Elo yakin?
Yo-heave-ho : Yep!
Damsel.in.distress : Ga mau nanya dia dulu?

all of the things that I want to say
just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here .. [Lifehouse - You and me]

Yo-heave-ho : I just can’t. Sorry to dissapointed you.
Damsel.in.distress : Dih, ngapain lo minta maaf ke gwe? Dasar lo berdua gila. Udah tau suka sama suka kok ga jadian?
Yo-heave-ho : He? Sapa yang suka ma suka? Sotoy berat lo.
Damsel.in.distress : Hueks, its soo crystal clear. Potong kuping gwe klo dia ga suka ma lo.
Yo-heave-ho : Ahahaha.. kaya kenal tuh kata2nya. Ya udah klo gitu, taruhan potong kuping lo ya? Gih, sana lo tanyain ke dia, dia suka ma gwe apa ngga, hehe..
Damsel.in.distress : Yee.. Ngarep aja lo.
Yo-heave-ho : Hehe. Eh, tunggu, tunggu. Kayanya daritadi percakapan kitah, kok kesannya dia punya feeling ke gwe sih?
Damsel.in.distress : Ni anak minta ditendang banget sih. Udah gwe bilangin dia pasti suka ma lo juga. Ngeyel aja.
Yo-heave-ho : Hm.. If you asked my gut, menurut gwe sih juga gituh. *PD Jaya* But, she already rejected me back then. If I wasn’t good enough for her then, what makes you think I’ll be good enough for her now?
Damsel.in.distress : Ga tau juga. Time changes people, you know?
Yo-heave-ho : Mm. Guess so. Hope so too. Hehehe..
Damsel.in.distress : Eh, terus abis ini lo gimana?

too late to hide, and too tired to care
take what you’ve learned, and forget the rest
take what you see of what’s left of me
you know where I’ve been,
and I don’t want to go there again
..
you’re beautiful, you’re confusing
you’re illogical, you’re amazing
..
Where do I go from here
I guess I’ll find out as I go .. [Lifehouse - Empty space]

Yo-heave-ho : Yaah, ga gimana2. pertanyaan lo aneh2 aja deh. I don’t know. I guess I’ll find out as I go.
Damsel.in.distress : Yaah, whatelse can I say klo gituh? Terserah lo aja lah.
Yo-heave-ho : Hehe. Ya emang. Tapi ya, a little confession, just to think of this, to give up I mean, it already breaks my heart. Gwe baru pertama kali nih ngerasain inih. The ache in my heart, hehe.
Damsel.in.distress : Lagian sih, kurang kerjaan banget. Ketimbang tinggal nanya ke dia doangan. But, hell yeah, it means you love her for real.
Yo-heave-ho : Hehe.. Mungkin ya.

I loved you more than you will ever know
and part of me died when I let you go .. [Lifehouse – Blind]

Damsel.in.distress : But seriously, gwe ga nyangka lho, lo bakal beginih. Gwe kira lo bakal terus hajar bleh aja.
Yo-heave-ho : Hehehe, sama dong. Gwe juga ga tau why do I ended up deciding this.

well I never thought I’d end up here never
thought I’d be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought that it would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong now one more time ..

[Lifehouse – Sick Cycle Carousel]

Yo-heave-ho : Eh, El, udah boleh ganti topik? Lo udah puas kan nanya2nyah?
Damsel.in.distress : Ngga. Ga puas. Gwe gemes ma lo berdua.
Yo-heave-ho : Lah, lo mau threesome ma gwe ma dia? Ahahaha..
Damsel.in.distress : Dasar sinting!

what you do

no one can decide

it’s up to you
and who you are

is what you choose
these times when the world falls apart
make us who we are .. [Lifehouse - The end has only begun]